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sherlene
 turns 365 days older on the 7th of Nov and is deeply in love with the colour purple. currently indulging in SUPER JUNIOR! :D  Super Junior M - 迷 (Me)  favourites
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Dienstag, Mai 31
11:13 PM yeahchachacha! ok i got tired of the brown colour scheme. so now, ITS PINK!!! haha, im not that much of a pink lover, but. i just decided to use it. HEH. =) carrie underwood! chio eh. and i like 'inside your heaven'. so yeppppppppp. thanks sP for ur inspiration!!! wahahahha. ok. shall blog about my mundane life then. today we had supplementary. amath was ok. mrs geh said I WAS DOING WELL. for the 2 exam papers we did. omg la. first time she complimented me! haha. but if she were to be more like mr Ng, i think more people will like her? as in, they wouldnt find her that fierce? heh. anw. we had to walk one whole big round. cos they locked the side gate! grrrrrrrrrrrrr. =( in the hot sweltering sun! ohhhh~ and we have chem tmr. oh man. which reminds me. i havent done QA 1! die! and got emath too. lui. =/ sadness la. okay. off i shall go. -i wanna be the earth to hold you Montag, Mai 30
11:52 PM oh yes. i must thank some very special people who have given me encouragement of all sorts!! =) -laav! thanks to: yunxuan, lizzy, paula, kiran, shiping, ghislene, amellia, denyse, ah tong, kristen, yewliang... basically. it should be these people. these were those who sent msgs of encouragement! they rock lah.- sorry if i forgot whoever encouraged me verbally! =) oohyes, thanks to my family members who wished me all the best too! Godma, Godpa, Mama, Ness, Rach, Chek chek, Aunty Sok Kiang... etc etc. THANKS TO ALL! IM VERY GRATEFUL~ =) and the my parents of course~ and that special person who has given me tons of support mentally and all through!
11:12 PM okays! im back. i actually survived a day without the com! whoa~ miracle sia!!! haha. and i was longing to come online. but yes, discipline. today. chinese O's. yes yes yes! its overrrrrrrr~ yachachacha! =) hopefully. it was ok. but then. im scared for compre la. =X grrr. nvms. tmr. is a new day. haha. but i got supplementary leh! argh. nvm. amath! my fave subj! ohyes. have i mentioned. mrs geh's leaving. i was kinda shocked when she first mentioned it. cos, its not very like her... but then. i realized. we shouldnt be too selfish. and in whatever she's gna do, i wish her all the best, yeah?! JIAYOU~ =) p.s though mrs geh has been kinda 'forceful' and sarcastic towards me, i feel that she has been the best math teacher i've ever had. haha! ;) oooh ya. i just received a hundred bucks from my dad. hmmm. does that mean a i get the E720C?! wahhaha. but i'm lacking 68 bucks. donations anyone? well, my dad won 4D because of my O's index no. miraculous eh? haha. 0233. starter prize seh! best lor... =) but its luckaeeeyyyy~ haha! yepp. that's about all. praying for the best results for chinese!
8:30 PM what a sweet couple! =) 
7:55 PM HAHA. ok one yuqiao la 
7:17 PM SOOOO SHUAI! 
6:43 PM sigh.. gedou last ep le. NOOOO! ok, more renfu pix. ;p 
6:38 PM ohman. look at renfu cry. so sad.  Samstag, Mai 28
12:23 PM 我現在。。。感觸良多。。。不知不覺，10年已過了。。。。。 my chinese tuition teacher has taught me for ten major years... its been long. filled with 酸甜苦辣... ten years. a decade. aint that long enough? i dont know whether i'll miss her. cos im just thinking too much about my chinese o's... but its kinda hard... and i dont wanna 從考... so i guess...................................... it's the memories that will last. 10年。就這樣過了。很遺憾時間就這樣飛逝過了。 轉眼間，就沒了。 俗語說： 一寸光陰一寸金，寸金難買寸光陰。 真的。我終于明白時間的可貴。 可是，現在發覺到了，未免太遲了呢？ 希望。。。10年的師生關係能夠保留下去~ 遺憾她不教JC的同學。。。 一樣的。 心疼。傷心。寒酸。内疚。 10年的感情。 我終于明白了。 現在。我只能用3個子表達我的感覺。 怕 怕 怕。 再過兩天。 我就沒了。 Freitag, Mai 27
11:58 PM thank you very much. im supposed to be mugging chinese, but. BUT. but. BUT. but. ok. i cant think of a valid excuse for goodness sake. arghhhhhh. sometimes. you cant avoid the jealousy. you cant avoid the urge. you cant avoid the temptation. but otherwise, its kinda hard to achieve it. esp in my case, since im on the verge of giving up. am trying to think on the bright side. that something good will eventually befall. something miraculous, fantastic and just amazing. but. i doubt i can sense that day coming. cos everything's just so mundane now. wake up. school. home. eat. study. study. study. eat. study. study. study. sleep. heh. my holiday schedule till the 7th eh? oh my -- what a magnificent, eventful HOLIDAY! im so glad i got everything planned out already. *rolls eyes* thank you very much. im very stressed in deed. semester 1 sucked. wonder if i can buck up by semester 2. what in the world is this kinda crapshit about. -seeing is not believing. Donnerstag, Mai 26
7:23 PM hahaaaa.... havent blogged for a few days. busy with this; http://www.phpbbserver.com/phpbb/index.php?mforum=5566singapore go register ok, all 56 fans! =) yepp. carnival day today. mr ang is so sweet. he dedicated destiny's child: lose my breath to us. and serene was like. how did he get the cd?! HAHA. damn funny sia... and mrs taufiq came back! i havent seen her for so long... =P yeah. been busy. forum + chinese. wont blog for long maybe... must do well la... no improvement in l1r5 sia! and some subjects drop... some improve... then balance out. -_-''' yx; let's go study together! but strictly no gossiping kae! haaa. ;) i need to study! grrrrrrr. irritating. gedou ending this week. how sad. but i shant be. cos wangzi got huangyurong! =) whoot. june's gonna pass by so fast man.... anw to add on. carnival day was kinda boring... cos the elderly thing only involved 12 ppl.! =/ but i helped with diyanah's aunty~ at first she very zhong 'image'... we offered to help her carry the goodies bag... but she keep saying... no need. oh wells. but she was di's responsibility.. and didi ran off! =/ and i chatted with her... in chinese! -_-''' i was like fumbling. haaa i scared say wrongly or say anything offensive mah... and she told me she lived in katong... and then i told her mama's bday is on sat... blah blah. so nice to interact with the old folks! i think the sch shd engage the whole student body.. like 1 girl to 1 elderly. tt'll be cool! haaa. whhooottt. carrie won! haaa. but i sorta expected bo to win tho. =/ ohwells. simon's fave. -i wanna be inside your heaven Montag, Mai 23
6:30 PM can i just cry. blardy hell. konghoon can still tell me they kiss 5 times. 王仁甫，你有沒有人性阿！起初不是說自己不要參與吻戲嗎？現在呢？ 你這個@(!&@*&!*@! 74我了！一次還不夠。還要5次呢！ 佔便宜哦！ 對不起。讓我發洩一下。我很驚訝。不是1次。是5次！我的天啊！ 過分哦！那位導演！這樣的效果會比較好嗎？ 不如叫段少爺跟他的優情人阿！爲什麽！ 算了。我只是感到傷心、難過、悲哀。 我希望小葵能死！ 當殘忍一點不行嗎？=X  Sonntag, Mai 22
6:45 PM heh. im not a radio buff. but this song has been playing in my head. ever since i chanced upon it on the net. it has really meaningful lyrics. gahh. im getting addicted to the guitar. maybe i shouldnt have quit the organ. Howie Day: Collide The dawn is breaking A light shining through You're barely waking And I'm tangled up in you Yeah I'm open, you're closed Where I follow, you'll go I worry I won't see your face Light up again Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills my mind I somehow find You and I collide I'm quiet you know You make a first impression I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the stars refuse to shine Out of the back you fall in time I somehow find You and I collide Dont stop here I lost my place Im close behind... Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to ryhme Out of the doubt that fills your mind You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide -and when the going gets tough.
1:11 PM one year ago. this week. i was panicking about OBS. i miss those days...  Samstag, Mai 21
4:13 PM erm some very un-evenly done pix. random pix taken from my room. HAHA. my pathetic cd place is overflowing. and thus. i have to just 'chuck' everything in. mind the messiness, please. ohwells. the other albums are elsewhere la. tt's not my only collection ok! =/ -to differentiate between right and wrong     Freitag, Mai 20
8:00 PM well, ive been reflecting, trying to come to terms with what's happening around me etc. and yes, i didnt really wanted to... um. mention this but, its just prancing about it my mind. and seriously, i cant keep it in my mind forever. TODAY. 20.05.2005 supposed to be a good day for marriages, eh? but it wasn't a good day for the 4/sixers. english. presentation. as i sat silently praying that mr ang would not call out register, my wish was fulfilled. but as person by person, each of them going out there, amelia, lizzy, von and then... i cant remember whether there were people in between but, he called on Huiyan. yepp. and so... somehow she started talking about SYF [the little kids playing the violin reminded her of it] and then. the dams broke. yes. Huiyan. the usually bubbly girl. its kinda hard to imagine so, but... it happened. all the performing arts girls started crying one by one, and those who had sensitive tear glands had their tears gushing out too... and i wanted to start crying with them... but in my heart, i was ultimately wishing for them to stop and go back to their happy yet optimistic sides... and i still remembered, one recess where i drifted past her table, stopped to read her prepared speech, and remembered the SYF part. but that was when the string ensemble had not played for the central judging. coming back to reality, i glanced around the class, about half of us caught the tearing bug, and ummm. well, reminisced about the past. somehow, another classmate began crying too. i shall not name her. but she's one whom i have great respect of. who usually was the one who encouraged others, who stood by them when they were down, who helped others when they came across difficulties, etc etc. basically, she was the model student, and the angel in our eyes. and when she broke down, it came across to me, how imperfect this world was. and i thought i was the worse.
............ blah blah blah ...................... basically. it lies with the family doesn't it? from young, i wished i had siblings. can siblings=cousins? i was close to my cousins... but, i just couldnt take them for my siblings. A sibling is one who would be beside you for the rest of your life, and i remember quoting from this movie, as individuals, we drop from the sky as snowflakes, but then, we merge to from puddles on the earth, and cannot be separated again. then again, its the family ties that are disturbing me. its what wonders me how some parents can be selfish, ignorant, unfeeling towards their flesh and blood. they expect the fullest of their children, but, like which parent doesnt? but pls, at least tell them to understand us better. now, leading to communication. understanding is in the method of communication. i dont very much communicate lots about my school work with my parents. and so do many others. the society has become... bland. its tasteless, unfeeling and dull. well, coming to the fact that we just have to be brave in this world. the world is ever-changing and we won't know what might come knocking on our door next. it came to me, that i should start treasuring the time left to the BIG O'S and all my friends around me. and friends, i know it aint easy, but i'm trying to come to terms that the O's are nearing very, very soon. And we have no choice, but to accept that fact. let's cheer each other on. we can do it.- -the tsunamic tears can wait till prom night.
3:41 PM it occurred to me... 10 days... chi o's. our whole life spent studying chinese might just end here. we're all traumatised. we're all demoralised. sadness fills the class. we're depressed. every mood. its just there. even those who do well can be more stressed than me. i seriously must work non-stop 24hrs. then i'll be satisfied. i dont really know what lies ahead. business? seriously, i havent found out what my interests are. oh what i should specialize in. i have thought of several careers, marketing exec, psychologist... yeah. their all so far apart and no linkage at all, eh? sad to say, im eccentric. and so are my grades. and you expect me to know what i want to do for the rest of my life. when i cant even get my grades going good. -thanks alot. i'm dumbfounded. Mittwoch, Mai 18
10:44 PM bahhh. busy busy busy. no time. bye Montag, Mai 16
6:11 PM okayyyyyyyy. i miss the maxis and the cabbys. i miss JR's super duper blur look when he stared at us. and hello?! i was waving to him. but it seemed like he thought i was waving to 玉榮 behind him? drunk ba... haaa. damn funny sia. and the black-rimmed specs!! heh. got my PLAY yest. blardy crap. tw fans can take pix with them. tt mini booklet is making me jealous! lalalala. life is never fair. hope k-one comes in june... but i'll be busy. supp lessons, courses [ss.eng.lit]... etc... i cant take it anymore. lady luck doesnt seem to be with me today. got 'retrenched' in today's financial management course. i wanna die lah. aiyo. 1950. im almost bankrupt le can! and our richest is like 97500?! gosh. haaa. nvm there's still tmr. tmr. matrices and integration. i think i 'specialise' more in differentiation. HAAA. oh gawd. matrices. cant get the multiplying right. well, i better get it right by tonight. -missing those days Sonntag, Mai 15
10:35 PM whoot. don't i just love beef jerky. teriyaki is nice. JR is so cute. well, i've got emath springy tmr. and i haven't started revising full force. until then, will be busy with the forum... sweet dreams. Samstag, Mai 14
10:31 AM eekk! yes kone's album. actually i dl the whole album yest! eh but still must 支持正版 ok! i pre-ordered from taiwan alr hor. haaa! the album rocks! except for track 2 and 3... very toro-ish. =X some recommendations: 1) seasons in the sun! [[omg! kone can go sing eng songs for a living le. but they pronounce in as yin. haaa]] 2) 繞圈圈 [[JR goes super high here. but its super nice la!]] 3) 失戀寵物救援行動 4) First Love 5) 最美的一刻 6) 最愛是你 act all are nice except the toro-ish songs. haaa. ;p too bad! and JR'S english is so 迷人！i can die lor!! omgomgomgomg. i want K ONE!! ；) and why is JR always at the extreme left for these pics! ;'( and i've uploaded all the nicest songs alr! go listen ... ppl please please go buy!! ekkk! i hope my album's on its way to sg alr. hmprhs. Freitag, Mai 13
11:23 PM i've always wondered... how one can see things 2-sided and some, more than that. it made me think, how one day, this would result in a dog eat dog world. for some reasons, did it ever occur to you that what you might think in the brain is different from what you feel in your heart? take for example, 鏡中人, the character fann wong is acting, its so 2-sided. well, ok, she's supposed to act someone with split character, but its like, why would someone wanna act as a schizophrenic just to attempt revenge on someone else?! then again, snipers. would snipers even have a heart to know who they are gonna kill? its the money. everyone does things for money. well, i seriously think money can buy almost everything in the world, except for love and kinship. however, after reading Scorpia by Anthony Horowitz, it made me think. the sniper wouldn't even care. the person would just be a being with a heart, a pair of lungs, a brain and a convoluted system of veins and arteries. would'nt it be better if there was more love present in this world? wells. it sort of hurts me to realize how an innocent person can turn into a murderer overnight. its like, living in masks. 難道成爲變臉高手是對的？why cant a person just truthfully treat the rest round him/her? like, its sincere, its genuine, its just yourself. its like living in your own shadow... and then again, under the influence of the forever changing society... what i hope to happen, will never happen. -the world is never enough Donnerstag, Mai 12
7:07 PM sorry lah. in a kone-ish mood today! tmr! friday the 13th! KONE's 勇敢去愛！ bahhh. pix again. :S     'I was a spirit-child rebelling against the spirits,wanting to live the earth's life and contradictions. Adewanted to leave, to become a spirit again, free in thecaptivity of freedom. I wanted the liberty of limitations,to have to find or create new roads from this one whichis so hungry, this road of our refusal to be... A dreamcan be the highest point of a life.' -- Ben Okri, TheFamished Road
6:23 PM feeling angry and pissed... everything's turning out wrong for me... and i thought i'd excel in certain subjects, but it doesnt seem so this term... so what if i knowwhat my mistakes were... will i rmbr it when the day the O's arrive? for sure, i'd panic. get frantic. and forget everything. on a brighter note, 4e6 won debate!! OMG.! :) yay! hmmms. act 4e1 did well too. but didnt really get what they were trying to bring out to the audience? like... they were just stressing the motion will stand... but there werent many points lah... anw. im not biased or anything... but tt's wad i felt. sorry! anw. was proud of phoebe! she did good! she should have won best speaker~ heh. since 4e1 won best speaker lahs... so anw. its OVER. everything's over. and now. time to concentrate on prelims. had chem scienzation day today. it was kinda fun. water to wine to milk to beer. HAHA. miss ho is so funny. si min and i should have won man! chem is fun. but not fun in an exam sorta way. =X dsa= NO FOR ME. i can forget about it man. if i do have SOME hidden talent, wonder when its gonna surface man. HURHUR. =/ i think it sucks. for uniformed groups, wont it be so wasted? unless you're of some high rank or whatever. so shit lah. i don't care anymore. i shall drown my sorrows by studying. - if that's gonna work.     Dienstag, Mai 10
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Montag, Mai 9
7:54 PM bubba dooda day~ its MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! yay. my dad rocks. and i just finished my sumptous dinner of chicken and prawn and potato. uhhuh! i love western! yepp. got back amath today. erm 20? but... its like not good enough for me to get a distinction.! argh. blardy ca 1. the stupid careless mistakes! nevermind! im motivated to do better for amath! and a very happy birthday to my daddy! :)) love. okays. wish him all the best in health, in his career and in our family! muaxks! <3 Sonntag, Mai 8
6:10 PM Songlist: CD 1.勇敢去愛 Love Power 2. 冠軍 Champion 3. 頂尖高手 Top Gun 4. 公主陛下 My Princess 5. 最愛是你 I love U the most 6. 繞圈圈 Spinning in Circle 7. 失戀寵物救援行動 Unwanted Pet's Rescue 8. Seasons in the Sun 9. 最美的一刻 The Most Precious Moment 10. First Love Bonus VCD *只給預購的朋友們 [[※5/13 決戰日，正式版不加贈「勇敢去愛」拍攝幕後VCD]] 勇敢去愛MV幕後花絮 the one on the left is the 預購限定版, the one on the right is the 正式版. so its not the one with the blue bkgrnd! phew. =X  
4:17 PM goodness gracious me. i must feel motivated! oh please~~~ lalalalalalalala. its mother's day today. not that i care that much since my mum usually chucks the presents i give her to one side. tmr's dad's bday! YAY :) although we sorta celebrated it yest and someone was having his blardy moodswings... =/ spoil the whole mood only. *rolls eyes* ohyes. there was this show just now on channel 5. all core hist ppl shd watch it!! its called "Into the arms of strangers" ok. the synopsis of the movie. Into The Arms of Strangers: Stories of the Kindertransport In 1938 and 1939, about 10,000 children, most of them Jews, were sent by their parents from Germany, Austria, and Czechoslovakia to the safety of England where foster families took most of them in for the duration of the war. Years later, eleven kinder, one child's mother, an English foster mother, a survivor of Auschwitz who didn't go to England, and two of the kindertransport organizers remember: the days before the Nazis, the mid-to-late 1930s as Jews were ostracized, saying farewell to family, traveling to England, meeting their foster families, writing home, fearing the worst, coping, and trying to find families after the war ended. erm, it doesnt seem like there's relations to Hitler's rise in Germany, but really, the pictures they show you, and the accounts of how desperate these Jewish children were to get out of Germany due to the superiority of the Aryan race and thus, Hitler's brutality. it's just amazing, to see all these pictures and scenes. and i actually saw Hitler in person! as in like. he wasn't in a still pic, but moving about, giving his charismatic speech to the Germans. it's really cool. and then they talk about the Night of the Long Knives, and they showed moving pictures of the Reichstag Fire! whoa... and then the personal accounts of the Jewish children where their parents were taken away by the Nazis, and the train stations filled with the Nazi Swastika flags... its just amazing. i mean its like. our textbook is so limited. i realized you CAN get lots of interesting facts elsewhere, esp like through personal accts and stuff. its just so meaningful to realize how people, esp children, how they got through those difficult times to survive till today. really, that movie's just great. go watch it. i taped. HAAA. ;) Samstag, Mai 7
1:41 PM hmmms. life kinda sucks when you just visit other ppl's blogs and then, you realize, why cant YOU live your life to the fullest like them too? i've been wondering. why i've been procrastinating 24/7. to be lonely is nothing. but to have no dream in life, then will depression grow on you. life is very short. can anything happen? in this 0.0000001 sec. 1 person might die from AIDS, or some other sickness. tell me, how can i live life to the fullest when i cant even satisfy myself? is it wrong to live in denial? maybe i just cant face reality? why is it that when i want things to happen, they just don't happen to me?! WHY WHY WHY. please, teach me. enlighten me. when is it the time when i'll be free of worries. free of angst. free of stress. ---------------------------------------------- tell me why. please, just say it isn't so. why is it when i need you to be there, you're just so near, yet so far, but of all things, just not with me. Donnerstag, Mai 5
9:52 PM oohhh. today's a good day to blog. 05/05/05! hahaaa... :) cute no. chi mock was not bad. i hope. made a stupid mistake in the compre sia. shit. hmprhs. my phy sucks now. oh no. and i told dad my phy was good. i sucha goner. argh. uploaded the full version of LOVE POWER. whoa seh. the first part so 'mission-impossible-ish' eh! haaa. ;p not my fault mah. lol. but its so nice. go watch the mv. JR is so cute. haa ok. gtg now. byes.! and the chem ca. passed but. i expected to do better lah. sigh... p.s shiping rocks! heh!! :) Mittwoch, Mai 4
5:28 PM gosh. this calls for great discipline!!! HELP. gaaahhhh.! everything so sucks because i just dont have the discipline and responsibility to sit down and do serious studing. sherlene! when are you gonna start?! KNOCK KNOCK. ITS MAY ALREADY. HELLO?! bahhhh. im lost. confused. on the bright side, K ONE's album will be out next week! oh no. here i go again. nuh-uh. shouldnt think abt ou xiang-s anymore! no no no! bleah. im tired. stressed. myes? good or bad? maybe good cos it'll force me to study. and revise my sec 3 work which 40% of it has been forgotten? aiyarh. how? how? how????? and i think blogging's my only way of letting go my stress/anger/pressure/stress. oh. did i mention stress twicE? yes. haaa. no! i must not let it get the better of me!! well, memories will always be embedded in my brain cells... and i really do miss 2004. erh. the ou xiang-ing/feng-ing days to be exact. usually, i'd be too busy every mth keepin track of 56 till i forget to study. erm. ok, not really. but still. i'd be keeping myself busy with them! but now. they only come once in 5 mths. but its good for me. so i don't need ta worry abt gg to see them or not. haaa! yea. okok. i shant talk abt them anymore. this is bad. i really do need the discipline. pls, someone. give me tips on how to be responsible for myself. and erm. have good discipline!?! maybe i should do the following: 1) seal/tape up the computer. 2) lock the laptop up SOMEWHERE. 3) ask dad to steal the laptop away from me. 4) cancel my broadband usage until decembed *=X 5) lock myself up in the room and pile books all over me the whole day. yes. those are tremendously good ideas. i suppose i've been long-winded enough. more thought will go into this. until then. taaa. p.s wish me all the best for chi mock exam tmr, pls. im worried. im stressed. gah. [EDIT]OH YES. its does bring back memories when i go to the places that 56 have been to. and i'd be smiling like a weirdo to myself. hmmms. just like on mon when i went to paragon. the whole lot of us following 鞋子 and 孫縂, the image. it was just super hilarious. haaa. i miss the times man. [/EDIT] Dienstag, Mai 3
9:06 PM this is super super 超級獨家哦！i actually found the lyrics to 勇敢去愛。 and it was posted up like erm? 29 apr! gosh. how could i miss it. haaa. :)) love the song like hell. lol. the song sounds more meaningful now. haaa. XD im so mean. tsk. 勇敢去愛 Love Power 中文詞: JR/Kido/立揚/Darren/Gino/柯呈雄 曲/詞:Samuel Waermo/Marcus Dernulf/Harry Sommerdahl 這世界 太多壞 壞得讓人不敢有所期待 快 站出來 把那黑白色彩變成燦爛 看清自己的存在 壓力如排山倒海 我絕不能失敗 勇敢去愛 愛的力量無限吶喊 (正在呐喊) 擺脫一切阻礙 用力點燃胸口這聖火 We’re the power generation 一道光 in the Sky 狠狠穿透眼前這片黑暗 愛 真精采 把那傲慢不滿全都拋開 誰都不願被主宰 流竄血液正澎湃 火力已全開 攀上殘酷的舞台 站在力量最頂端 We will come alive  JR IS JUST SO DAMN RIGHT CUTE IN UNIFROM! 小潔 IS DAMN CHIO LAH. AAHHH!THEIR UNIFORM SO NICE.HAAA. =) Montag, Mai 2
8:45 PM whee. this is the bag korkor darryl bought for me. erm. in feb? its like super latest in perth lah! i just saw it today @ quiksilver, but the colour they had there wasnt nice. ooh! i love korkor darryl. yay! haha.  [edit]did i mention this is the latest winter 05 collection? heh. :) omgosh im so crappy. [/edit] Sonntag, Mai 1
1:43 PM im getting kinda tired of arguing and defending myself... im just really tired. i don't know what to think of any rebuttals or how to support myself. cos i'm just tired. this will not end this way if no one ever compromises. andrea; thanks for standing up for me... the chat i had with you on the bus made me open up and think of all the consequences that could erupt if one person were to suddenly appear in our lives (i suppose you know who im talking abt)... i mean. if that's what azyan wants to do, to just like. deny everything i've said. so be it. im fine with that. and for me, i take things seriously. so that people can take me seriously too. so yeah... i'll visit your blog but i guess i wont be tagging no more... elis; thanks for ur visits here and stuff... but i really dont know why you just have to find reasons to like... hit back on everything i do. i just did one for the juniors because its our last yr in tk bowling... and its also because i thought they were not sincere but my opinion has since changed. and then you said i was biased and didnt do one for the seniors. and when i compromised and did one for the seniors... you said i wasnt sincere enough. haix. i really dont know how to satisfy you lah. im just not gonna do anything for the juniors nor the seniors anymore. since it wont be happy for both parties at the same time, what's the use? anw. thanks for just being you. ohwells. im just depressed. studying is the only thing i have in my mind. time is running out. it's already MAY. 6 months. half a year. no matter whether you guys are joking or not, i'm one who will take things seriously. if you do mean what you say. that is. will i make it in time? -yes. i know. that i can make it through. |
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 To be happy! =D dark Chocolates! purple gold earrings SJ-M's 迷 (Me) Super Show: The First Asia Tour Concert Album 態度 tee Evisu jeans Coach long wallet Adidas shoes[x] movies to catch:  Step Up 2 the Streets(13/03)  Vantage Point (20/03) Street Kings (10/04) Definitely, Maybe (10/04) Made of Honour (15/05) Indiana Jones and the King of the Crystal Skull (23/05) Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian (29/05) 21 (19/06) *go japan again! :)*get driving license!***hk/tw/bkk/beijing in June08**visit all the Disneylands![ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 ] *learn japanese*learn korean*Achieve to enter desired uni!**Sony Vaio CR35G****a peaceful world to live in... =]*all my loved ones to be happy & healthy. ;)
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